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04 maggio

Reckless Raging Fury

 
     This week has been a challenging one.  We had a friend in difficulty, and were powerless to know how to help.  It was pretty scary, and reminded me again of just how much of life we don't have control over.  So much that we need to trust to God, and pray that he will work.
     Another theme that came out this week was the whole idea that God is not required to make us happy or comfortable.  He wants us to stay close to Him, and will do whatever it takes to drive us back to Himself.  That is not a new concept, but it hits with new force when facing a life-death struggle.  (Thankfully this turned out not to be, but we didn't know that initially.)
     Sometimes, He seems conspicuously absent in the midst of our messes, but it is faith that gets us through, and the knowledge that ultimately He is good, and intends good.  But he is so wholly OTHER, so different and beyond us, and beyond our understanding.  He is really quite terrifying when we add up what we really know.  It reminds me of a Rich Mullins song - the words actually speak for themselves.
 
 
There's a wideness in God's mercy
I cannot find in my own
And He keeps His fire burning
To melt this heart of stone
Keeps me aching with a yearning
Keeps me glad to have been caught
In the reckless raging fury
That they call the love of God

Now I've seen no band of angels
But I've heard the soldiers' songs
Love hangs over them like a banner
Love within them leads them on
To the battle on the journey
And it's never gonna stop
Ever widening their mercies
And the fury of His love

Oh the love of God
And oh, the love of God
The love of God

Joy and sorrow are this ocean
And in their every ebb and flow
Now the Lord a door has opened
That all Hell could never close
Here I'm tested and made worthy
Tossed about but lifted up
In the reckless raging fury
That they call the love of God